Guy's Behavior

My boyfriend says my boobs are "a handful" but I have small breasts, why does he says that?

Ok, so it's not the fist time that he does that, once, long time ago he grabbed them and said they were bigger than before and I got upset to him, and told him that wasn't true, I even asked him why would he say something like that to me if it wasn't true, and he responded it was because he thought that as a compliment. Well I never see big boobs as a compliment, since I've always try to be happy with my body the way it is. He apologized that time and we continued with our lives. Today he grabbed them and said they were big and pointed the size with his hand after he grabbed it... but wait what! no they're not!, my size is I think 34A, or 32B I wear them exchangeably... so I'm blank now, I don't know what to think, after we had that little conversation, we talk about nonsense stuff and then moved on to savage sex... we had fun and he kissed one of my boobs, but I felt uncomfortable and tried to change positions without him noticing my discomfort... Please help I don't really know what to think about all this... we know each other for 6 years already, and been engaged for almost a year, we getting married on march :'c I love him and he loves me, but this makes me feel a bit sad from time to time... I'm starting to think it might be me the problem here... insecurities? help... opinions... please (PS. Sorry for my English, I'm not in a great mood to correct my spelling or anything, and English is not my first language :((( ) Thank you!
My boyfriend says my boobs are "a handful" but I have small breasts, why does he says that?
Post Opinion