I am afraid to go clubbing with my crush?

[Anonymous]

So my crush/best friend wants to go to a club for his birthday. He has a lot of friends and I am more of the anti-social type. I think something is going on with him and I. We massage each other all the time, and we flirt. I am unexperienced and I have never gone to a club. He wants to do coke on his birthday and go clubbing with all of his friends. I am scared that if i go i will see him draped over some girl. Or that his other girlfriends will not like me, because I am sure they like him too. I know I am special to him and he said I have to go that there is no excuses. "It is mandatory," but I am scared I will see a different side of him. Should I not go?

[MMP1993]

As an introvert I can tell you that you need to be confident. And enjoy around him and his friends.

[JamesCX]

you massage each other all the time?

[JamesCX]

Anyway, you should just let him know about your fears.

[Asker]

yeah like back massages and he rubs my thigh :$ not sure if that means anything. But yeah I'll have to talk to him about it. I don't want to seem him on drugs and making out with other girls.

[JamesCX]

For his own good ;) ofc

[Asker]

But ofcourse! 😉 Haha