So give me your honest opinion?

Okay so long story short.. Im having an 'online affair' with this guy i met online and he works away every few weeks and thats when we chat (my rules) we message about everything not all sexual, but back home he has a beautiful blonde woman who appears lovely i guess (yes girl code at its worst i get it) I've suggested meeting once or twice but get the hint that he won't which i respect.. however im realising that im just keeping him company when he's away at work wanting attention :/ I've known for a while but the one sided'ness is just annoying me now.. what do u reakon his deal is? P. s yeah i understand im not really asking for a specific answer haha my bad, and opinion os appreciated though 😘
So give me your honest opinion?
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