Am I cursed or just growing old?

[Anonymous]

There’s a lot of things going on around me. Depression, anxiety, and doubt. Ever since my grandmother passed, I have been going through some things surrounding me. The only thing that calms me down is my college degree (recently graduated) and talking to my Dad. It’s like most of my family doesn’t give a crap about me. My brothers and sister doesn’t talk to me much as I only see them hanging out and going to places. My mom doesn’t talk to me much unless she wants to borrow my car or if she wants me to do something. It’s like I’m forgotten or I’m not here, or I’m not part of the family. Personally me, I have been rejected plenty of times, not to be that type of guy but I have been rejected by women (enter Elliott Rodgers joke here), jobs, and I feel like I have been rejected by people. I feel, the first sight they see me, I’m automatically judged. I’ve been through a lot with jackasses who just wants to be snobby towards me and a lot of people who doesn’t give a shit. I keep mixed medicine in my drawer just in case I just want to end it and seek happiness. I don’t know, I’m 25 and I feel older than my grandfather and he’s 83. Or maybe I’m just a dying man?

[ZiZi_Bell]

I think we all feel this from time to time. The world is a rough place, and a shitty family situation doesn't make it any easier. :/

The most important thing is to not surrender to despair. These things are temporary. Maybe try going out, making friends. See if there are any events going on in your area. It could just be you feel isolated, which amplifies all of these feelings.

[Kebler]

you aren't cursed, you are just not moving on, i recommend taking a break from the internet, and learning to appreciate everything around you, like friends, nature, and life

[Iron_Man]

Why don’t you take this to family counseling and work everything out?

[Guy13]

Life is a road of ups and down.