I’m extremely anxious shy and hate myself
men who are loud in public and talk a lot and sound smart and aware and share their (even offensive) opinions attract me so much and I also fear and respect them at the same time
i get very scared I will get called out by them In some way
i saw a high schooler on the train with his friends today and very quickly I could tel he’s so dominant by the way he spoke. I was so surprised. He looked so young (could have been 18 though since he seemed to be in HS).
to see such a dominant alpha personality like this and he’s so young, it is really amazing and surprising lol
usually I think of high school guys as effeminate ugly weirdos. He totally crushed that for me
i found myself looking at him and he kept looking at me too! I wonder what he was thinking.
