Everywhere I go I get made fun of and judged....please read....sorry it's long. thoughts?

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I'm going to post this anon in order to avoid problems lol. well, I lost around 20-24 lbs this year and I'm really happy about it! well last night I went out to a local bar and grill with my boyfriend, my best friend and her boyfriend. we went for karaoke and thought it would be a fun time. we are a mature fun group, and dress nicely. I suggested to my friend that we wear dresses because I was happy I finally hit the 20 pound lost mark and I wanted to dress up, so I wore a cute bebe dress. she wore a cute/sexy outfit also. well, the whole night I got dirty looks...a girl came up to me and said "your ass looks horrible, you need to take off your thong, your ass is too big for your thong" my best friend almost hit the girl and told her to lose a few pounds then talk. then I sat on the hood of my boyfriends car and a few guys said "watch out you'll put a dent in it" and my boyfriend told them they need to leave if they know what's good for them, and of course they ran off like scared little drunk kids. I don't understand...they whole night I got dirty looks... every time I wear a dress I get stared at and pointed at it seems like. I lost weight and I get made fun of even more than I did when I was big. I don't understand. I was so insecure before I was suicidal I hated everything about myself and now I start to like myself a little and get a tiny bit of confidence and everyone feels the need to cut me down and tell me how gross I am. all I want is to like myself again. everyone assumes I'm some conceited bimbo and I don't understand why. whenever I meet people they are really rude to me until they get to know me then they really like me and tell me how they thought I was going to be a stuck up bitch or full of myself and conceited, when in all actuality I hate myself and am really nice and just want to make friends...

i don't get it. why would people do this? just be outright mean and judgmental to someone minding their own business out having fun? I don't understand, it hurts so much, I'm human and have feelings like everyone else. people act like I should just ignore it but its hard to when it constantly happens. why would people judge a total stranger?
Everywhere I go I get made fun of and judged....please read....sorry it's long. thoughts?
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