This morning while putting clothes away, I broke down in tears. I'm fat. I'm barely a virgin. When my mom told me she loved me, I said "I don't." I hate when my boyfriend insists I'm fine, because I know I'm not.
However, feeing like shit is motivating me to do what I can to feel good about myself. After working out for eight months, I ceased to do so after getting a new job. I regret it with all my heart, but I think it was due to adjustmental circumstances. Now that I'm a student again, I'm eligible to use the university's rec-which includes the nadatorium! I feel going swimming will be a substantial exercise, as it's easy on your joints & you're not putting so much strain on your body.
My point is, it's ok to feel shitty about yourself. It's ok to not be confident 24/7. But you don't have to be stuck in this rut forever.
It's comforting to analyze what you can do to better your situation. I am spiritual, so I'm taking to asking God to motivate me to do what I need to do.
Are you happy with yourself?
Or better yet, where do you find your motivation?

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I have a lot of worries in life but my body isn't. I hope eveeyone can learn to be happy with themselves
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