Do you still deal with depression?

[kimmy87]

I have always had depression on a lot of levels but because of my education background and how i raised and bullied at home and school and failed so much even years after school to even get a job even though i did apply for so many and i also did courses which i never passed on but its confidence and communication thats stuffs me up and then i get depressed again and a bit of anxiety also i get sick as well so i guess my health is affected by it but in all doctors say im healthy. So just looking for some stories to help me feel less shitty about my own life.

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Who else on here please?
More people who actually experienced anything at would be helpful

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blahhh I have bad friends on Facebook who are not helpful in the slightest

[Mesonfielde]

I probably had depression but never had problems with school.

Also I attended martial arts where I was taught to stop being stressed and stop overthinking everything I want to do and say because it's just keeping me down, so I'm much more spontaneous now. Once I started working my confidence boosted by 400%

[Applefan1]

Yip, right now it only is getting worse as well. I am sorry to hear what you are going through.

[kimmy87]

sorry you do as well, i know for some people it is worse 🙁

[Applefan1]

Part of it is because my sister is so successful and I just feel a failure compared to her.

[kimmy87]

Thats nothing different for me, both my brothers and sisters have jobs to and i never was able to

[Applefan1]

So you are use to feeling how I feel as well then.

[cherrymarina]

Read books on Complex Post Traumatic Stress Disorder. That should find you some answers. Good luck

[kimmy87]

Thank you. I will look into that.

[sixnineanon]

Yes I still do deal with depression. I've been bullied all throughout high school.

[kimmy87]

😔 Its so bad having it when being so young and i hate people that bully just to hurt others for no reason at all

[Anonymous]

No I do not.

[kimmy87]

Lucky you don't, hope you will never get it.

[Opinion Owner]

I have been in a huge rut before, and recently too. You know depression only really hits me when my romantic life goes down the drain. It really is a difficult pain to live with.

[kimmy87]

yeah i guess it is, everyone is different to, actually talking about what usually bothers me brings me deeper into the depression coz i try to let go of it and when when none of my friends talk to me and all that it makes me even more worse, they dont seem to care at all about me nor do i think they ever did care at all ever