Even after I shave I don't feel normal and worthy, how to overcome?

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I am extremely hairy guy everywhere.
I hated it a lot so I have started to shave it all off which includes legs. I just leave the arms as it is and wear full sleeves.
Rest I shave everywhere once every fifteen days or so.
I do get stubbly prickly regrowth but like the less hairiness and cleaner skin.
If I had a female partner i am sure he wouldn't hug or kiss my naked body due to hairs if left natural and due to stubbly prickly regrowth if I shaved..
Ni matter what I do I am not that normal average man which women like and love
:'(
Feeling of unworthiness and loneliness is at its peak now.
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Even after I shave I don't feel normal and worthy, how to overcome?
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