Do you think my nieces will understand?

I HAVE 4 NIECES AGED 17-19 THAT I LOVE TO DEATH

WELL UNFORTUNATELY I LOST MY JOB RECENTLY & IM EXTREMELY STRUGGLING FINANCIALLY

I HAD TO EXPLAIN TO THEM ALL THAT I can't DO ANY Christmas SHOPPING THIS YEAR

THEY ALL SAID IT WAS FINE BUT I STILL JUST FEEL REALLY BAD AS I USUALLY SPOIL THEM AT Christmas TIME

I DON'T KNOW I JUST FEEL BAD

Do you think my nieces will understand?
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