Im really obsessed with Tyler joseph from twenty one pilots, its ruining my life, help?

Because he is all i thnk about... And i know that he is famous. I love the band Twenty one pilots. I am obsessed... I do other things and think of ther things but at the end of the day i wish i knew Tyler joseph from the band twenty one pilots personally even tho i know it isn't possible :/ My friends and guys i know in real life are not good enough... He is like perfection to me.. I look up to him. I idolize him so much i honestly think he is an angel and im mad that he's married. Will i find a guy like Tyler joseph? I don't think i will and it makes my depression worse because he is so special, creative, lyrical genuis, angel, perfect smile, perfect everything... And i do not suffer low self esteem i am very confident... So yeah any help appreciated. Should i tell this to my therapist? Im afraid she will judge me thats why i ask anon on this site.. Anyways any opinions
Im really obsessed with Tyler joseph from twenty one pilots, its ruining my life, help?
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