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Is it pointless?

First of all... He is in Germany and I am in England.Let us call the German man ManB and my ex ManA. Years ago... ( 7-10 ) I met ManA, who I loved, but in the end, they turned out to not be who they said they were, and during that relationship where I believed them, I met my friend ManB. For years I would turn to my friend ManB, telling him how bad ManA was and how Im thinking he truly isnt the person he is telling me. I needed proof that they were not a man and actually a woman. ManB got mad with me because I was falling for ManAs lies etc, and after I did break up with ManA, I went to ManB and we were writing partners and friends still. But then I upset ManB by going back to ManA. ManB didnt want to know me again, he didnt even want to talk to me until I begged him to. I told him that I had finally finished with ManA for good, so ManB left his partner at the time for me after we had an argument about how I had hurt him and things. So me and ManB have remained, and I dont talk to manA much. I told ManB that I talk to ManA now and again, and he didnt like it... but I would NEVER go back there again with ManA now I know theyre a woman. ManB says we are just friends, that we are writing partners with respect for each other ( that means we dont write sexual things with others or flirting etc its only for our characters ), and that he doesnt fall in love online, but... he gets jealous, he texts me when hes at work etc. I am so confused. ManB is my friend who I happen to love so much. I dont want to lose him. ManB went away for the weekend and didnt text me. I asked if he was okay on the Night he was due back, and he text me saying, "I am fine xp" I think he was out with friends, or family. I never thought of another woman until my friend in RL said it, now Im thinking "What if it is? because he never talks about his nights out with me." He keeps his life private since Im not his partner that is what he told me. :( Im never alone or bored with him.
First of all... He is in Germany and I am in England.

Let us call the German man ManB and my ex ManA.

Years ago... ( 7-10 ) I met ManA, who I loved, but in the end, they turned out to not be who they said they were, and during that relationship where I believed them, I met my friend ManB. For years I would turn to my friend ManB, telling him how bad ManA was and how I'm thinking he truly isn't the person he is telling me. I needed proof that they were not a man and actually a woman. ManB got mad with me because I was falling for ManA's lies etc, and after I did break up with ManA, I went to ManB and we were writing partners and friends still. But then I upset ManB by going back to ManA. ManB didn't want to know me again, he didn't even want to talk to me until I begged him to. I told him that I had finally finished with ManA for good, so ManB left his partner at the time for me after we had an argument about how I had hurt him and things. So me and ManB have remained, and I don't talk to manA much. I told ManB that I talk to ManA now and again, and he didn't like it... but I would NEVER go back there again with ManA now I know they're a woman. ManB says we are just friends, that we are writing partners with respect for each other ( that means we don't write sexual things with others or flirting etc its only for our characters ), and that he doesn't fall in love online, but... he gets jealous, he texts me when he's at work etc. I am so confused. ManB is my friend who I happen to love so much. I don't want to lose him.

ManB went away for the weekend and didn't text me. I asked if he was okay on the Night he was due back, and he text me saying, "I am fine xp" I think he was out with friends, or family. I never thought of another woman until my friend in RL said it, now I'm thinking "What if it is? because he never talks about his nights out with me." He keeps his life private since I'm not his partner that is what he told me. :( I'm never alone or bored with him.
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