Why do I always predict when something will happen? is it like clairvoyance?

It all started when I turned 10, a premotion came to me where I had to leave school before the age of 12 because something serious would happen and if I stayed I would have to tolerate all that and when I turned 12 the inevitable happened.

when I was 9 one day it occurred to me that my first kiss would be with a girl named sara and that was it, I didn't know her middle name it was after what happened

and also anticipate deaths of relatives.

Will I have that power even if it is very little developed?
Why do I always predict when something will happen? is it like clairvoyance?
Post Opinion