I just want someone to be excited to just sit in and listen to the day I jokingly added a guy I had a crush on in my freshman year when he added me back I was so happy in excited I felt great the best I felt in a month so I decided to be brave in text him I said hi cause it only thinks I could type but I just got left on open I would rather delivery then open it reminded me of when I was so into a guy I texted him and heanswers days after but I found reason to keep on trying I was depress sad and sad I felt it, even more, when he unfriend me on everything I felt on a deep down depression for a person who is raising buy in an abusive mother who made me feel unlove the whole childhood hit me hard to the card I felt like she was eight I was useless I don't expect anyone to read this entire thing are even understand me but thanks for getting this far at least
I just want someone to listen?
