I have an extremely uncommon and hopeless situation, what can I do?

[Anonymous]

People say "oh everyone feels that way", but the difference for me is it's actually true. I can't even go to school because of how bad it is. School drives me closer to a violent outburst, and my own death. I can't focus because it hurts so much, so I don't learn anything. My situation is real, and I'm truly worthless. I don't know what to do.

[Koalamate]

Go and talk to your school counsellor or your teacher your clearly struggling they should try and help you.

You need another activity outside of school sports dance art ext.

[Changiis07]

What's going on?

[Asker]

No one's ever wanted to be friends with me, or even talk to me. The ones who may have, a very, very small minority, ended up disappointed and also not wanting to talk to me. I've done everything wrong. Everyone hates me. I'll never be as good as others. I wish I could just dismiss it as insecurity, but that's really what it's like.

[Changiis07]

Well you don't need that many friends. A good one or two that like being around you and vice versa. It's tough when you get older but it's not impossible. You just need to get out more and do things you enjoy and be with people who like you for you without judging you. Try going to a christian church and joining a class or helping out your community. Stop with the negative self talk because that isn't going to help. Also try starting your day with positive things in mind. Being grateful for what you do have. Go for a nice walk when you can that also helps a lot. Take multivitamins and omega that helps your mood too