I believe am because of all the shit I’ve been through like, fake friends and being too naive to see the truth, my relationship was a bust but parts of it was my fault too because I knew what kind of guy he is. He isn’t a bad guy but not relationships material. I was 21, what did you expect? I was very young and just experiencing but I should have known better. I sucked at reading people and I would beat myself up for that. I felt stupid. The good thing about these experiences is that I’ve learned from them and I feel a bit more wiser. That doesn’t mean I’m perfect now. Nobody is. We’re still learning. I may not see things right away or social cues fast like others but doesn’t mean I’m stupid. I’m 33 going on 34 but still learning. We will screw up again but just gotta learn from out mistakes and not dwell on them. Sometimes I feel the same.
Are you a different person from when you were in your 20s?
