How often do you think about going to sleep and not waking up?

[Worst]

Think I'll go to sleep now :󠀡󠀡)

[Anonymous]

I not only think about it. I be wishin for it. Often enough to where it would probably concern the average person if they knew.

[Opinion Owner]

But like it's mentally healthy how I do it tho

[7Phoenix7]

How is it healthy? Lol

[KrakenAttackin]

My thoughts exactly.

[Opinion Owner]

🤣I think it's healthy cause I say to myself

"Damn, there are plenty of people that have died but didn't deserve to so soon. If only I could choose just one person to revive & give my life to. Someone who would use it for objective good. Someone extremely useful."

[KrakenAttackin]

@7Phoenix7 Most men have pretty shitty lives. A female who lives her life on super -easy mode wouldn't understand. "LOL".

[Opinion Owner]

@KrakenAttackin The shitty parts of my life have less to do with my gender & more to do with my specific hearing condition 🤣 everyday sounds hurt my ears. Getting harder to cope with it day by day

[7Phoenix7]

@KrakenAttackin let me just... stay on easy mode lol

[7Phoenix7]

@Sonorous I remember you told me you're sensitive to loud noises. I would be wearing noise canceling headphones 24/7 😅

[Opinion Owner]

@7Phoenix7 I prefer to wear earphones (iems) the most. But with all types of hearing protection, socializing is still hard. It's hard finding the balance of not being in an intense state of stress & still being able to hear people. 🧎‍♂️ For reference, if I hear any loud noise (which could be as simple as someone talking at normal speaking volume beside me), my body activates my sympathetic nervous system because it believes my health is being threatened. For most of my life I thought I had social anxiety. Didn't realize it was just mainly noise anxiety.

[7Phoenix7]

Aww, how did you realize it was the noise and not just social anxiety?

[Opinion Owner]

I only realized the difference due to my hyperacusis getting worse overtime & my social anxiety getting better. Before (teenage years & younger), my hyperacusis was subtle enough where I didn't even know I had it. I was still experiencing some ear discomfort but it was nothing extremely serious for me since feeling discomfort in that way has been my norm for a long time & most situations I was in weren't too loud for my ears.

So yeah, even after getting older & becoming more confident in myself, I still felt/feel anxiety. But I noticed it was/is always around situations that were/are more unpredictable. So basically almost every social situation tbh. But the thing that kept confusing me is why I had anxiety with my own family. I've known them all my life. And that's when it hit me. I was like "Ohhh they're loud people & my brain knows that my ears are sensitive to sound so it will never be fully comfortable when they're around me."

[Veles]

@KrakenAttackin Another loser who blame his incompetence in life on his gender, don't insult "most men" by equating them with yourself.

[Worst]

@Veles I love you

[Veles]

@worst ❤️

[KrakenAttackin]

@Veles Another easy mode female who thinks she has more to offer than just sex.

[Tapeworm]

@KrakenAttackin not really. A male illuminati researcher conducting free energy experiments in his mom's basement can grow up and take steroids, sell steroids to kids, get rich and jacked by advertising how "6 tabs of oxandrolone feel like a whole-body boner". While a fug faced out of shape bitch who's genetically fucked and too poor for plastic surgery can't even offer worthy sex.

Imagine not being able to do just 10 pushups or pullups in a row. That's the majority of women. How difficult is it when you can't punch a horror cock that's molesting you? When you're tied up and forced to sniff someone's coom... would you rather be a weak pretty female or a man who can fight for himself?

[KrakenAttackin]

@Tapeworm A strange but interesting post.

[syncheart]

I struggle with sadness. I struggle with fear. But I believe there is a heaven, and I've done all that can be done so that I will go there. So I often think about going to sleep and not waking up. To me it would be blessing. The best way to die.

[Apple1996]

I never sleep so I don't have this problem

[leahzrc]

this will be the day I die

[WindAtMyBack]

Almost never. But as a serious insomniac, I'd love the waking up part to be delayed for several more hours.

Of course most people would like to go out that way. It's just not something I think about.

[ChicoFromThe305]

I plan on waking up every morning, I didn't go through all this bullshit to die in my sleep

[Meropatrick]

Is this memento?

[ChicoFromThe305]

Yep lol

[Meropatrick]

Lol😁for a moment i was confused bcs the name is different. U were away for a while right? Welcome back

[ChicoFromThe305]

That was a while ago tho but thanks lol

[love_conquers_lust]

I don’t. You won’t know anyway. Plus you won’t be bright eyed and bushy tailed for the next day if you don’t sleep.

Brain needs to defrag. Or else it starts thinking of inane things like “what if I don’t wake up?”

[Joshydavid25]

Gotdamn, this is a sad question.. But even if my life isn't the best at the moment.. Not often at all.. Being a gym rat keeps me sane..

[exitseven]

yeah me too.

[Joshydavid25]

@exitseven 🫡🫡..

[dreamstar72]

Never because one afternoon I went to sleep and woke up about 45 days later to a nightmare.

[Meropatrick]

I hate sleeping its such a waste of time. I hope that humans didn't need to sleep but still function well. 3rd of our short lives are wasted on sleeping

[7Phoenix7]

I have before... sleep is therapy sometimes 🥲

[exitseven]

I always think it is a possibility but I don't think about it much.

[JesseP1nk]

Never. What is the point of thinking about it?

[Ms_Facesitter]

Every Monday

[Worst]

Based

[ThrillSeeker01]

Not often but it's happened

[Fuentes]

Lol i never get any sleep

[MemeSupreme]

too often

[Lyndsielee666]

On my way!

[TonyMetal___86]

HEY! Shut up STICK girl, don't say that!
You can always go to sleep to feel comfortable but will always wake up because you know that there are people who loves you and cares about you, also needs you in their lives, especially your kids 😊
You're a wonderful good girl, which means you deserve a happy and healthy long life 😌

[cherriibly]

Never

[TiaNour]

A lot

[TonyMetal___86]

You're only 20, you shouldn't be thinking like that, life is still ahead of you...