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Tough to answer. My life has kind of been on hold for a decade or so. Been with my girlfriend 17 years, since we were young’uns in our 20s. We’d be on a normal track right now probably, married, have a house, a life together, etc, but unfortunately she was basically poisoned by psychiatrists, and it’s resulted in central nervous system damage and long-term syndrome. It’s tough on me, but it’s absolute hell for her. A woman she interacted with who dealt with the same thing also had cancer before, she went through four rounds of chemotherapy…. and she said she’d rather go through four more rounds of chemo before she went through this syndrome even once, just to give you an idea of how bad it is. I can tell you that I’ve never seen anything like it. She’s lost her life from like 28-40. Fortunately we weren’t planning on kids, but this would’ve squashed that if we were. But just anything you imagine a couple doing, other than sitting on a couch watching TV, she’s mostly incapable, for all of these years. She’s improving finally, but every year I hope it’s the one that she pulls out of it, yet it never is.
My life is otherwise pretty good, but obviously this is a huge chunk of it and I never like to acknowledge it out loud, but it affects the fuck out of me. But I’m just sitting here waiting to get my girl back. The alternative is to leave her, but none of this is her fault, and I don’t want to. It’s just one of those things that you never imagine will be a part of your love story, but sometimes life can throw some real monkey wrenches at you that are way bigger than stress or money problems.
I’ve managed a few good memories along the way, despite all this, and things could always be worse, so as long as I wake up tomorrow, I’ll just keep on truckin’ through the muck, and hope to make another positive memory or two along the way, and then one day, finally, maybe everything can be whole again🙏
This makes me mad just reading it, I really feel for your girl. Psychiatrists need to back off with the toxic prescriptions and actually learn how to help people. I admire you for your strength in this, for all the hell she is going trough she at least has a great partner. I wish her a speedy recovery.
Absolutely not, two years ago I was, had the girl of my dreams, good prospects of healing my body and my dream job and because she was an American we had an outlook for a house I could basically outright buy due to a favorable exchange rate and the fact houses are sanely priced over there. Turns out healing was harder than it seemed since I lacked some crucial information, and then lockdown got in the way, so unfortunately I had to let her go when she couldn't handle the long distance anymore.
Now I am almost 30, still trying to rehabilitate my body so I can move on with my life, and single. Career is still going well but I just hope I can finally heal for once. Its the biggest hurdle of my life so far, so I know once I overcome it I can hit the ground running again, go on a lot of dates, find an amazing new girl and from that point on things will be flowing again. But I fear my 30's will be ruined if it turns out its actually chronic.
Yes, I am satisfied for today, to the point that I cannot do more than be satisfied with where I am, regardless of where that is.
That being said, I am not done growing, and will not be done for some time to come. If I'm going to live the 101 years I am aiming to go for, I'll have to learn how to be satisfied every single day. In the end, I will not be able to go back and do more, so not being satisfied would be an eternal punishment for not doing better, when my efforts might have been the "best" I could do at that point in time.
So yes, I am satisfied. I cannot yet be satisfied for tomorrow as I haven't reached that moment yet. I have grown a little bit today, and will do again tomorrow and hopefully get to grow for a very long time to come. So until I'm done, I'm heading for a better tomorrow and as long as I haven't arrived at that point, I am satisfied for today.
I'm satisfied and happy. I wouldn't change a thing.
It took a lot of effort to be here, to feel like that. To have this freedom to make my own decisions and bear consequences.
It took even more effort to make lifetime friendships when chained by autism. But we did it together. We created beautiful bonds between strange people who happened simply to match in this puzzle.
There are still things I want to do, try, and test myself. But if I didn't, it wouldn't be a loss.
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No, not at all. Look at how men can be honest and women can’t cause their ego is huge.
Im not cause I made bad choices all my life, little to no support and I suffer from a condition that makes things more difficult. Nothing that has to do with dating and romance. But my career path is shit. My health is shit. And I need to change it as soon as possible. I’m gonna do anything in my power to change it. There’s been little improvements but not enough. My health improves.. my career can improve cause I can then move onto a better position. I’m not giving specific details. I’m just simply not in a good place yet. AT ALL 😞
content? yes...
and I would think it's been much better than once I thought it could be possible... fortunately
knocking on wood though...
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it's good for now... but not anywhere near to where I want to be. However... this year has already looked promising. Had an apparent moment where my aunt had a seizure of some kind... but still is alive. So that's enough motivation for me to keep going with my dream
Not in the slightest. 30 years old, unemployed, no income, lives with my mom, 3 exes that dumped me, family that looks down on me 24/7.
Trying to get my shit together and start a business, but imposter syndrome is really tough on me and I'm always one foot in, one foot out. I have a ton of dreams and goals, but I fear I might never get to live them out. And I'm afraid I'll never find a girl that likes me for me. Just keeping it real.
Nope, I am definitely not where I should be in life.. It's okay it'll get better... Soon enough..
it will trust
Thanks for the confidence.. 😎👉..
No I am not. Unfortunately for me health problems are standing in my way. I am trying to find ways around them but progress is slow but thankfully still moving.
Got in the same boat after destroying my body working to hard. Its been a nightmare to heal from, but I am still hopeful I will manage. I am an edge case of an edge case of an edge case of an edge case to the point my body is basically alien to people trying to help me. But simultaneously I think there are a lot of people in my situation so I am not just doing it for me, I am doing it for them to. Once I have the cure I will share it far and wide :D
I hope you can find a solution to your own thing as well, everyone deserves a healthy body.
I wish it was that simple, I had chronic stress for many years and had to overcome an evil company doctor that kept making things worse. So normally you'd take a lot of breaks, heal relatively quickly and then you are good to go again. I was misinformed that the cause was stress so I was avoiding stress, in reality the cause was exhaustion so I kept futher exhausting myself. Went as deep as you can possibly go without landing in the hospital so that took a long time to fix. The doctor wanted to force a different diagnosis on me and that was a massively stressful battle that drained even more energy.
Result was a body that was stressed out and exhausted for so long that my muscles seriously weakened over the many years that took, now I was stuck in a situation where my body goes breserk if I did something as basic as sitting in a chair to long and takes days to calm down because I have 0 stamina, while simultaneously needing to build up stamina somehow. But also weird quirks like movement calming me down while then resting afterwards it goes brezerk again.
No doctor has any clue how to deal with that, in every test I am perfectly healthy. There are parralels with the post corona stuff but I had it before that. Its still like a pressure on your chest, tense muscles but no direct mental cause since my mental health is excellent and has been trough most of the process.
The key solution I found at the end of last year is that I can spend 20-25 minutes doing physical rehabilitation with strength training exercises to help my body have the strength again to do tasks. And then when resting the stress damage that causes as well as the damage a work day causes I then have progress left over before i have to repeat the week again. So now slowly but surely I am able to regain strength without the stress spiral and thats giving me much more confidence that this year ill actually beat it.
Very much so. Nothing is perfect but it’s better than I have predicted and I’ve overcome a few challenges in life to get here. The biggest one being myself!
At this point in time, I sit on the couch and have my Sunday morning coffee.
Later this morning I'll meet the girlfriend and we will have sex.
I am indeed satisfied. ... Right now and later today.
Absolutely not!! I would've NEVER dreamed I'd end up like this!!
it’s not to late
Yeah, it is!! Somebody else already owns MY house and until the court date comes up, there's nothing I can do about keeping THIS house.
Nah I gotta do more shit, but I know it's gonna take time.
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Fair enough lol
Nope, I'm not satisfied at all. I'm not where I should be and I don't have what I should have.
No. Definitely not satisfied. But I’ve owned up got the fact that most the problems I have are due to my own bad decisions. Trying to make better decisions moving forward.
No, wish I were 22 again. Aside from that, I feel that I have done well. Had great employment, traveled, and done many things that others have not done.
Extremely happy and very satisfied... Sometimes I have to pinch myself to make absolutely sure I'm not dreaming.
Yup very satisfied! I'll be graduating high school in May and then starting college. I'm very excited 😊
yes I am.
I have worked long and hard over the years to get to this point.
I had sort of a plan and or goals and pretty much stuck with them over the years.
Yes and no, not the way i wanted it but can't say that it's zero...
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Nope. I’m thankful for what I’ve got but it could be a lot better and I don’t mean like winning the lottery That would be a lot better of course
I did well considering the circumstances. So yes, I am.
Absolutely! Still trying to improve every day, but it's been a wonderful life.
Yes, very happy with everything.
that’s good
Yes, it has been a long and winding road but I am in a good place.
Not precisely now but I will be soon. Just a month and a few days away from moving into my very own house on the countryside.
I have a lot more to accomplish but I’m very content.
No I'm not satisfied where I am. There is always room for improvements.
I am Blessed by My Lord (S). xxoo
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not totally satisfied but grateful for what I have
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Not quite, but I am heading in the right direction
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Omg no.. I hate my life... it's a living hell
Why?
@Flatmanlewis I'm ugly as dirt , any girl that will even give the time of day always cheats on me... even the " good girls" .. people use me all the time
Almost! Just a few more things
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Not really but things could be a lot worse
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Nah. I gave up on life being something good a long time ago. Life is bullshit. It’s just pointless suffering until we die.
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I would say yes
Honestly, I would.
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No..
real
Nah. But I make do.
In general, no. But I am grateful for what I have.
Very much so
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Yes and no
no, I feel useless
Nope
Selam naber.
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