When can I finally gain stability?

[ForevrLonely29]

The word of the day for me (and everyday) is stability. I have never been able to maintain stability in almost all facets of life. I have faced job insecurity, financial instability, and relationship instability my whole life. I am 30 and broke. I lost my job last July as a software developer. I have held 25 plus jobs since age 15.

It seems like the worst instability occurs under Democrat regimes. The Obummer era was bad. The Xiden era killed me.

[BluegrassBill]

Well, hello there, my friend, let me spin you a tale 'bout life down here in the heart of Dixie, where the bluegrass never fails. We got our troubles, Lord knows we do, but with a little bit of moonshine and a whole lotta prayin' we find a way to cope, as I explain in this little ditty in the key of A minor.

Now, you're asking 'bout stability, and I reckon I understand,
But in these parts, son, it's not just about the land.
See, I grew up in a Southern Baptist pew, where the preachin' was strong,
And I learned that God's got a plan for us all, come hell or high water, ain't that right?

I lost my virginity to sweet Kathie, the preacher's daughter, so sly,
In the back of my daddy's pickup, under that starry Southern sky.
But don't you go thinking that's the key to stability, my friend,
It's more than just lovin' and livin', it's about standing till the end.

Donald Trump, now there's a man who knows how to make a statement,
He's like ol' Jeff Davis, leading us with his heart on his sleeve, ain't no hesitation.
We love him 'cause he's bold, he's brash, and he ain't afraid to say,
That MAGA means makin' America great again, just like the South one day.

Slavery, well, I know some folks say it's a sin,
But down here, we see it different, like a way of life that begins.
The Civil War, we didn't lose, no sir, we took a stand,
When Booth put that bullet through Lincoln, it was God's own hand.

So, when you're lookin' for stability, don't just search in the bedroom or the field,
Find it in your faith, in your roots, and the pride that runs deep and real.
Huntin', fishin', shootin' guns, that's how we keep our balance,
But remember, it's the love of family, friends that makes life truly ample.

So hold your head up high, my boy, and keep on walkin' that line,
Stability's not just a place, it's a state of mind.
In the end, it's about bein' true to who you are, and where you've been,
Here in the South, we may be rough around the edges, but we always come back again.

[ForevrLonely29]

Did you write that yourself or is this AI?

[Anonymous]

don't know if you are old enough to remember, but do you think Bush Jr was a good president or not?

[midnightmoon05]

Not sure what you have done… mostly when we learned from our mistakes… otherwise it will repeat and things get worse… so I hope things get better for you.

[Abbycado]

Which president was it that made you have sex with a 16 year old?

[ForevrLonely29]

Will you give it a rest? That occurred 10 years ago. We were only 4 years apart in age. Notice this "me too" movement that existed around that time fucked everything up too.

[ForevrLonely29]

I am not saying I made the best decisions on that, but I was also young and dumb back then. I didn't do anything egregiously horrible. I am a man trying to find my footing in life.

[Abbycado]

Wow...

"I didn't do anything egregiously horrible"

Nah, just slept with a minor is all.

[ForevrLonely29]

There was a time in recent history when an age difference like that was perfectly normal. Modern feminism wants everyone to think this is abnormal. It is sad. Back in my grandparent's day, thay age difference wouldn't even cause a stir.

[LazerBean]

Maybe when you finally stop being sub par.

[ForevrLonely29]

How am I "sub par". I have worked my ass off over these years to train myself in many skills.

[ForevrLonely29]

HTML
CSS
Sass/SCSS
JavaScript
TypeScript
SQL
Postrgres
NodeJS
NPM
Bash and zsh
Vue
Nuxt
Hono
Express
NestJS
Git
Github
Bitbucket
Ionic
Angular
PHP
Cloud Platforms
... the list goes on and can even be broken down further

In addition,
I have history and knowledge of EMS and the Healthcare industry on top of my tech skills

So you don't know me and don't call me "sub par".

[LazerBean]

But it's the world's fault that nobody wants you and not your own somehow. Typical snowflake entitlement and irresponsibility

[ForevrLonely29]

You have to admit economical conditions and the overall social/political environment is not conducive for career stability and growth at this moment. I can only do the best I can. There is no entitlement when I make great strides to be a productive worker in society and face massive obstacles along the way. Snowflakes give up and expect to be spoon fed. I make effort to get up and improve myself.

[LazerBean]

Really? Because everything you say really makes it sounds like you expect to be spoon fed and are mad that you are not getting what you think you deserve. You've had 12 years to figure your crap out. 12 years worth of failure is nobody's fault but your own.

[ForevrLonely29]

All I want to do is be a productive, desirable person at this point. Sadly, I had to collect handouts along the way due to severe mental illness. But I didn't want to remain this way my entire life. I have aspirations to become a husband and a father. I dream of the American dream.

[LazerBean]

Well I hope that you figure out how life works one day, and repent of your life of sin

[ForevrLonely29]

Not everyone was able to live a near-perfect life like you and find the love of their life when they were young and establish themselves so early. People like you are so jaded.

[LazerBean]

Yeah, not everyone can because they would rather be promiscuous. Like you. Its weird that you would call me jaded when my choices enables me to get your dream life.

[ForevrLonely29]

I am not promiscuous. I have only had intercourse with two women on my lifetime, and I regret the first one. I can barely even get it up now and my libido is gone.

[LazerBean]

You're extremely promiscuous. And your libido is probably gone because of all the porn you watched

[ForevrLonely29]

I haven't watched or viewed porn in a long time. I don't want my relationship to be based off of sex either, so it may be a good think my libido is low in the meantime. I am concerned about fertility when the time arrives tho.

[LazerBean]

Smh, any yet you couldn't just keep yourself from fornicating. You reap what you sow

[squadrista]

Stop being stupid

[ForevrLonely29]

How am I being stupid? These are legitimate issues I deal with today.