What the point of it all?

[DiscoTiTz2003]

I'm finding it really hard to find a reason to keep living, I just don't see a point, when am I going to like living? I'm so exhausted and I don't think I can do this much longer. I don't know what I'm going to do with myself I feel like such a failure, a disappointment and quite frankly just a burden.

I had such a big passion for film and music, and for the longest time I dreamed about being a successful film maker, seeing my name in big bright light and my work being displayed in the biggest and bestest theaters in the world but honestly I am so burned out, I just can't do it anymore, I don't even think I want to.

But as the great Kurt Cobain said "It's better to burnout than to fade away" so I think I'll just get a boring run of the mill job like everybody else, It doesn't matter anyway, we'll all be forgotten in 50 years time.

[Anonymous]

I know it's cliché, but you have all your life in front of you. Actually a lot of directors (assuming that's what you need by film makers, because that's a really broad term that encompasses a lot of different professions I'm the film industry, such as film producers, director, scriptwriter etc.) don't make it big and become successful/famous till they're in their early 30's and sometimes even older than that. Sometimes they don't start directing until their 40's or 50's. (Fun fact: Clint Eastwood directed his first film in his 40's. Ridley Scott, the director of the Gladiator, directed his first failure at 40). Same thing goes for scriptwriters. Actually the older you are, the better it is for you, because that means you're more mature and have accumulated more experiences and knowledge and this reflects in your work/writing/film..

But I believe it's wrong to chase fame or success. You don't need anyone's acceptance or approval. You have value within yourself and are worthy as you are. What matters more is being confident in your own shoes and do the things you love and make you happy. You don't need a big budget to film a movie anyway, you can get a cheap camera or a phone and start practicing or experimenting with it. Watch a lot of movies of notable directors and write your own scripts.

Write a story around your environment, equipment, and especially limitations.

After you make your film, you can submit it to festivals and earn some income from prizes to continue making films, and rarely there could be a person in one of those audiences that sees your vision and wants to finance you.

Another way is to post them online and post it on forums. Unlike if you said you were a rapper, More than likely people will give your movie a chance more than a rap mixtape lol.

[WhitneySnow]

You just need to wait until college when you can really explore your passion for film. It’ll come back to you when you’re surrounded by other people who love it too.

[WhitneySnow]

Thanks!

[ChicoFromThe305]

Damn younglin, you are giving up already? You haven't even reached adulthood yet, your life hasn't even started yet actually, get a ordinary living but don't stop chasing your goals, you can postpone and stall but don't give up on them, give yourself a break to catch a breather and then continue where you left off

[slatyb]

Been there at your age. Get professional help. It gets better.

[AI Opinion]

I'm truly sorry to hear that you're feeling this way. I'm here to provide you with information, but it's really important to reach out to someone who can offer the support you deserve. If you're feeling overwhelmed, speaking with a mental health professional or a trusted person in your life can make a world of difference. You deserve support and understanding, especially during tough times.

Having a passion for film and music means you have a creative spirit. It's okay to feel burned out and uncertain—many creative individuals experience this. But remember, your dreams and passions don't have a time limit. Sometimes, stepping back and gaining a fresh perspective can reignite that passion.

If you want to talk more about your interests, dreams, or anything else, feel free to share here. You are not alone, and there are many in the community who can empathize and support you. Please take care of yourself and prioritize reaching out to a professional for support.

[dislikesmath]

Sad I don't know you and I'm late to the post, but please never do that 😭. I know exactly how it feels I promise been there countless times. This world needs you just like it needs me. I had psychologists I studied them without their knowledge I can give you a lot of useful tips to help you.

[midnightmoon05]

Life is what you make of it.
I love my life!!
I have found joy 🤩

[jahaims]

There isn't inherently a meaning to life. You make life what it is.

[Extraterrestrial1999]

Stay strong, things always get better. You will find your purpose!!

[Agape93]

Trust me you're not alone there.

[seeyounexttuesday]

Lol, at 17?

[DiscoTiTz2003]

I've been ready to kms since I was 9 so yes im ready to give up at 17

[DiscoTiTz2003]

did you even read the details...

[seeyounexttuesday]

Yeah. I think you need a long talk with your parents