I dont know whats wrong with me?

[Anonymous]

I drink everyday, I feel depressed and filled with fear a lot of the time. I've been feeling hopeless a lot more lately. I'm a drunk/porn addict/anxiety depression/ lonely guy with herpes/ no girl wants the chance with that which I get but damn it still feels shitty. I'm only 26. If anyone even replies and wants to know how that happened then comment but the point is I'm a bad person. I've never hurt anyone but I have a lot of anger and hatred. I've been getting into a lot of fights at bars from my anger and intolerance. can't stand peoples bullshit. I just feel lost i guess no purpose in life. This was basically a rant I guess instead of a question

[petitedollbabee]

It sounds like you know exactly what’s wrong with you, I don’t think that’s your problem. I think your problem is that you're not willing to do anything about these problems. Nothings going to change for the better if you don’t put any effort in. You’re the only one who can save you, we can’t do it for you.

[Valdemort]

You're aware. That's the first thing.
Now do something about it. That's the harder part.

Start with therapy.

A friend of mine owns a boxing therapy gym. I wish you could go there. There's a lot less talking and a lot more physical relief, but you still get the emotional support. I think you could use it.

Look for something that'll help you get the anger out, without it being on other people.

[leahzrc]

I can tolerate everything but the porn addiction. Anyone who watches porn may as well kill themselves.

[Asker]

That's a little too far but alright

[leahzrc]

I speak crazy

[Asker]

You probably are crazy

[leahzrc]

Hahahaha yes the good kind

[Asker]

You sound like the type that would cut a guys cock off in his sleep so I don't know about that