My attraction for blond white men causes harm to myself?

im turkish queer guy from turkey and i always wish i was born into Europe or white majority queer friendly country. honestly can't attracted to anyone who's darker than me or having different features than me (looking at you pale skinned Asians). i mostly attracted to white men and to be blond specifically honestly and it making me depressed yes there's blond turks here but like minority and how homophobic my country is. truly shamed. im trying to find people of color attractive and sexually pleasing but i can't there's something wrong with me

My attraction for blond white men causes harm to myself?
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