Women, how do you feel when a female doctor sees you cry &then start asking you depression questions?

[Wuai201]

I went to the doctor for paperwork, but also to tell her that my brainfog systems have gotten worse.
I've started to forget appointments. I've been having a hard time remembering and I look up into space trying to remember what I'm doing.
I'd put something away on purpose, because I know I'm going to use it, and I'll remember the place I took it from last before I actually I need it and put in the other place. Loosing your bank card or forgetting which key to get into the house are not things that are a walk in the park to deal with.
Now I'm having a hard talking and writing. Autocorrect helps me sometimes but not with grammatical errors or to get my thoughts straight
There are certcustances where I can't think , but I know it's right there. I know I spent circumstances wrong but litteral that's what my brain produces
I'm not proofreading it as a point to show that this is what my brain spits out at first. I'd correct it, read it again, correct it, read it again and when I publish it, I'd find another mistake that I didn't see. My words in my brain sound find, but my words, garbage utter garbage when I write now. I can't keep us with dealing with this trash writing.
I can't kepp i can't kept it i. can't keep destroying my room to find one article of clothing and clean it the next day to destroy it again. I can't show you the full process of what my brain is doing. You would need to stand over me while I'm typing to see how many times I backed tracked on something and then rewrote it again or changed their dia and ket part of it in there
I know it's wrong but my brains have a hard time making it right
Next time I'll post I'll post with the beginning and ending time I write. Within that time frame that I'd what my brain and hand movement is giving me to type. Im crying because my brain is going bad and I'm upset. I'm not depressed, I don't want to hurt myself.

[ohsheeT]

Hey look life us crazy. We either figure it out or we dont.. when you go through moments like this it's ok

There 50 different reason why you broke. The doctor is there to collect your money. And take. Listen to her words.

Because that's all the help your going to get from her. Just like all the other patients, you have to understand if they could fix you. They would not make any money if the hospitals. Could they would not make any money? They depend on return customers

She will prescribe you medicine. It wont-work because she wants you to come back to make more money to prescribe you something else. If she fixed all her patience she would be out of business

Listen to her words, start doing research yourself. That's the only way you're going to get better , not unless you get a real doctor and they are hard to find. If a Doctor has fistic patients. In ten years if that patient is not dead they will still be going to the same doctor during the same routine getting nowhere.

They don't fix anybody. They prescribe them garbage to cost lots for a day or 2 or a week or 2. But then you're right back in the same boat but she'll be happy to see you again. And she'll be happy to prescribe you something else

It's OK to break down, it's OK to be tired of the b*******It's o k. The be smart don't blame her. Don't take the easy way out and point to finger at her who cares about her? You need to make it all about you need to fix you.

If you get caught up talking about her and you're leaving yourself out of the picture and you can't do that focus on you

[CupcakeTheDestroyer]

Depression isn’t necessarily self-hatred or the desire to harm yourself or others, though those can indeed be symptoms. Your doctor wasn’t completely out of line asking those questions to be sure you weren’t a danger to yourself as it sounds like your symptoms are leading you to have a hard time, which can lead to depression.

[dustybiker2]

They ask everyone depression Q's. Pushing pills is how the pharmaceutical business stays in business. Big bucks.

[Wuai201]

I know that but it was right after I started crying and she gave me some tissue
If she asked it before I started my eyes out I wouldn't care

[Wuai201]

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