Do you ever wonder how someone could possibly love you?

[Kingofkings1992]

Yes

No

[Apulu_backagain]

Yeah. I was being a total jerk to this guy whom I genuinely like and I was knowingly being a jerk because he didn't respect my personal space but he never left me. Like he randomly started being clingy to me... it was okay till he claimed to be my friend because he was annoying but tbh at that point I was depressed after losing my best friend to cancer and my friends and close people were busy with their lives so he was the only way I was connected to world.

Then he proposed me, and at that time someone who tolerated my rants and break downs was the perfect person for me. So I accepted. Worst decision of my life. He was a nice guy but only in texts, he wouldn't really talk much to me in person because he was 'shy'. And tbh he was a really nice guy but he was too clingy and I don't know, I just realised this is not for me. I liked what he was as my boyfriend in texts, not what he was as a friend or student or as a person out of our chats. He would joke about how this friend of his was crying infront of his teachers and parents because he failed a test, it wasn't funny because any person who is failing till the point that they have to repeat the year obviously is under massive stress, it could affect their future career. And on our first day he was kicking a street dog, that was a sign. He couldn't respect a dog, how could he respect my space?

I made him study, that was the only time he would study, or at least pretended to. He used to top math tests in our coaching centre, but he got average grades in finals, way less than what everyone expected from him because he let himself go.

After our break up he would text me back with random numbers, from number of his parents to number of his cousin and even his aunt. He remembered my car's number. But I was being a jerk to him the whole time, I wondered how could he love me even though I was being a jerk? He bitched about his friends infront of me, how could he ever like me, someone who treated him worse than his friends?

But that changed me and I'm more self aware now, I don't go to the grocery store hungry now because then I'll only buy what I would crave, not what I need.

[MemeSupreme]

yep

BUT i have been better about trying to change that type of thinking. it takes a while tho

[7Phoenix7]

No… I wonder why someone would hate me lol

[Kingofkings1992]

That's fair. Don't know how someone could hate someone as sweet as you either lol

[7Phoenix7]

What if I crashed the car loll

[Kingofkings1992]

[7Phoenix7]

LMAO not the slap gif. Ok I’ll behave 😅

[Kingofkings1992]

Lol. I knew you'd enjoy that one

[Anonymous]

No, nobody loves me

[Kingofkings1992]

Not even your own mother?

[Opinion Owner]

Didn't think of that honestly