Revealing 4 Things Not Everyone Knows About Me #ReveealingTheHiddenSecrets

[xButterflyKisses87x]

I nominate @AbdKilani for this take.

I get that some people have had a hard life and by any means I’m not saying I had one of the worst out there, but it is pretty bad compared to something's out there.

1. I am anti-social

I have my close group of friends who I like to contact every once and awhile we aren’t as close as we used to be when I was a lot younger. When I was in school, I knew something was wrong with me, I disliked large groups, having to communicate with them. I felt wrong and like I didn’t belong and wished I could have been by myself. If I get invited to any large groups and I have a choice to say no I am not interested people always try to push me to go to them. I am just not comfortable and I wish they would understand.

Just let me be, please!

2. Sexually Abused.

I was sexually abused for years by someone very close to me, I didn’t tell anyone about it for years when I should have came forward, I was scared of what could of happened.

1 in 4, that's a pretty staggering number.

3. Emotional Abuse

I was emotionally abused also by someone very close to me, this happened on a constant basis, I have moment’s where I’m totally a-okay now but I have mental breakdowns still because of what happened to me. I could never ask them to stop, because the more I pleaded the more they were happy, they wanted to see me cry and it was NEVER okay to cry either.

Emotional abuse is bad, it leaves scars for years.

4. I wanted to leave this earth.

When I was around fifteen/sixteen years old I nearly gave up my life because I was depressed I wasn’t ever going to get out of the situation I was in. I did eventually; I left when I was twenty-one years old.

~Xoxo~

xButterflyKisses87x

[AbdKilani]

That is a lot dear <3
I am glad you are better now
As for me, I will try to do one , it is hard for me , but I will do my best :)