hi my name is Erika I met my crush in March online we haven't met yet in person but online we have he likes me a lot and I think I like him we have stuff in common he's just older than me by 11 years can someone explain why 1 mintue I want him and the next im like I don't want to do this im scared we talk about sex a lot and other topics in February my ex broke up with me 2 times and he got me pregnant left he used to cuss at me and force me to suck his D" and slap me with it he also forced me into abortion I believe my ex was cheating on me the whole time beacuse if I refused sex he get mad claim his friend john was over or just a friend I really like my crush but im really scared I get hurt again I can tell he likes me because he wanted to wait on sex but sometimes he talks about me having his babies and our wedding also he planned a date for us he asked me to go camping with him but I couldnt go because my dad was sick he has a job and work everyday he complements me a lot I told him about my past as a camgirl, sex history, abuse, mental health, my childhood and he didn't judge my flaws
should I give him a chance and is it bad I still think about my ex who treated me badly 💍
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