Why am I so different from my peers?

Anonymous
not to brag but I'm a lot more mature than my peers, and I'm not one to fall into the traps of peer pressure, I'm very much my own person and make choices on my own on how I act. but because I'm like this, and also a little on the quieter side, I don't have many friends. lots of acquaintances but barely any friends that I can call up and hang out with or will call or text me and stuff. and also my luck with girls is slim to none. occasionally I get a girl showing me interest or someone asks me if I have a girlfriend, and I say "no" and they seem shocked, but honestly, I'm picky with girls for one, so I rarely find someone I want to go out with, but I'm also petrified of rejection. so I never really ask girls out. I only get girls that I don't want attention from after me usually.

but I'm really mature and I'm not as impulsive and obnoxious like most people my age and I just wonder why that is, or what made me be this way and not like everyone else my age. like how have I grown up so fast? so much faster than other kids? and I just wonder if my luck with the ladies will ever change. I'm told to be a good looking guy so I'm not sure what my deal is. thanks

Why am I so different from my peers?
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