What should I do on her wedding night?

A girl I was wanting to marry is marrying someone else on April 22. I am having a really hard time coping with it.

She never had a male friend before she met me. She never had a boyfriend, first love, first kiss, and was still a virgin. I thought I found the one at one point. We carried an online thing for several months until I met her for the first time in person, and she discovered I wasn't her type. She ended up meeting some other guy shortly after who she fell in love with and they are getting married in like 2 weeks.

Meanwhile, I am still single with hardly any friends and live on my own.

I wonder if I will ever find a other girl like her, one without a romantic past.
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What should I do on her wedding night?
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