I've been in this current relationship for 2 years and it's been great but I've been missing the old version of me where I would be free to do what I want without thinking about someone's feelings. At the same time I love being loved because I've wanted a relationship for so long. This guy I had the biggest crush on who I use to have sex with before my current boyfriend tried several times to reach out to me even after I told him more than once that we can't be communicating. Until I finally give in and we started talking as friends. I went over by him and we sat on the couch, talked and watched anime. But I want more with him and it sucks because even when I'm with my boyfriend and we're having sex I wish it was with that other guy.
Is it normal to want someone else when you're in a healthy relationship?
