My boyfriend hits me and blames me for his behavior

cindy87
Guys pls I need your advice, my boyfriend is abusive and makes me responsible for his behavior

He is 26 and I am 24, we were together for more than a year now and were planning to get married next December

our relationship have been going down hill in last five months..he hit me and slapped me several times for nothing and every time he says that I PROVIKED him to hit me

a month ago we had a fight he was scraming like a psycho and I touched his shoulder trying to make him calm dowm but he slapped me 3 times I felt dizzy and I could see the TV and the wall in front of me shaking

few days back we had a huge argument, he started insulting me and calling me really bad names so I asked him to leave or shut up but he wouldn't listen... I was sick of hearing him insulting me so I pushed him out of the bed and he fell on the ground..my intention was not to hurt him I just wanted him to leave me alone but he didn't listen.. after that he got really angry and he slaped me then took the TV and throw it on the floor and I was so scared so I opened the door and asked him again to leave and I told him I am sure you were raised in an abusive family that's why you behabing like this.. then omg he kicked me with his feet on my stomach and I fainted...he said that I am also responsible for what happened because I kicked him first and I insulted his family...

now I left him and I don't talk to him at all and he is sayin that I played with him

i never cheated on him or played games or anything, I did my best but he was never happy and never satisfied

Do you guys think I am also responsible for his behavior?i am scared of him I am having panic attacks and I can't sleep and my self esteem is killed

My boyfriend hits me and blames me for his behavior
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