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Me (f) my best friend (f) are really good friends, although I saw her as more. Yesterday, I accidentally pointed out myself, she said she felt uncomfortable and left the chat. Today I broke contact with her, and I'm painting myself all black-white now. Maybe I just didn't find the right man. If you see this, I'm sorry but I fell in love with you Maria. I know, you deserve better, and I'm leaving you for the better.
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