Need a relationship advice on what I should do?

So I have been talking to this girl since 2019, we used to talk a lot late nights then in 2023 we got into relationship it was going well, then after a couple of months I started doing pot under my college friends influence and I messed up the relation we had but still we used to talk sometimes, and after a couple months we used to talk more like everyday, I developed feelings for her again and I asked her if she wanna go on a date, she didn't want that, she didn't wanna be in a relationship with me again and it's like she forgot everything we talked about when we were in relationship anyways so I can't stop getting over the fact that she just wanna be friends now after everything. I'm not sure what to do, I feel like deleting my socials and giving myself time to move on.
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So like if I delete my socials to give myself time, it wouldn't be considered rude right?
Need a relationship advice on what I should do?
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