What to do when home doesn’t feel like home no more?

Growing up it was only three of us. Moms and my father on drugs, as far a love heart to broke to trust again. Co workers have the wrong impression. I just feel and want to be alone but need fulfillment
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I’ve already been to parties bars and all of that during college. So it doesn’t really matter interest me anymore
What to do when home doesn’t feel like home no more?
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