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If he doesn't want to see me tonight, does he not love me?

I am so heartbroken. I've been with my boyfriend for 4 months and I love him. He's never said he loved me yet. I'm going away for 4 weeks on Sunday. I texted him asking if he wanted to hang out tonight, or maybe tomorrow instead, or maybe both. I was hoping for both because tonight we could go out and have fun and tomorrow would have to be more quiet because I have to go to bed early. He just told me he's going to take it easy tonight (which is basically saying I'm hard). I've been crying so much because I know I'm going to miss him and not see him for a long time and wanted to see him as much as I could before I went. I know he must not love me because he doesn't mind not seeing me tonight. He said he'd call me back, his brother was over, but that was an hour ago. I'm also afraid I'm going to lose interest while I"m gone because I'm VERY sensitive and guarded with my heart and if I feel like he doesn't care as much as I do, I"m going to back off... am I overreacting?
If he doesn't want to see me tonight, does he not love me?
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