Questions: Relationships

I know God knows what I am seeking. I don't know if he will ever bring that.

I have been single all my life pretty much. I am 28 and never had a real girlfriend. I seek a woman where we can be each other's first real relationship. I seek a woman who has never had her first love.

I seek a girl like Rachel was. She never even had a male friend before she met me. She sadly rejected me upon meeting the first time in person, and she went on to marry another guy who got to be her first everything.

I wonder if I am going to have to settle for less than that. I don't want to.

If you found that your wife has been having an affair with a much younger woman (early 20's), would you divorce her? She has never cheated on you with a man.

When i had my first girlfriend and i made just somewhat above minimum wage whilst financing my bachelor's tuition fee and paid my own rent alone and she studied on the state's budget (i lived alone) i needed to buy myself some new shoes and my then girlfriend came along with me to the mall. The shoe store had an offer where i could take 3 pairs of shoes and pay for only 2 of them. I found 2 pairs i liked and didn't find anything for the 3. rd pair, so i told my then girlfriend to pick something for herself and we'll get to the checkout. She browsed some shoes for herself and I have found something that i think looks good that she could take. I didn't force her to take my recommendation and so she has chosen the pair of shoes, that i found to be good. So basically she got one pair of new shoes at no financial expense from me or her.

Some days later she has worn them i saw.

But still. Was it a cheap move from me?