Do I seem like I have a personality disorder? My wife thinks I do? She wants me to go to therapy with her? She thinks our marriage is toxic?

I feel she is the problem and the crazy one. I get bored if people are too happy or calm. Also a pastor I listen to on TV says God doesn't want us being relaxed or happy or comfortable. Often. Because we only learn when we are stressed and tested. I am doing God's work by antagonizing people.

So God wants me to test people to help them. God wants us to broken all the time. Like if my wife is happy the next day I harass and insult her destroy her things continuously until she explodes or cries or leaves.

This pastor also says we need to handle it well so I have to make people suffer to teach them how to handle it. It doesn't seem to help my wife be stronger. She seems to loathe me.

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My wife always wants space. If she says that I follow her. I also ask questions over and over and over trying to catch her in a lie. Because I am sure she is lying.
Do I seem like I have a personality disorder? My wife thinks I do? She wants me to go to therapy with her? She thinks our marriage is toxic?
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