Could this be an actual divine connection?

i grew up in a hindu household and was quite religious until i turned 14-15. since then, I've identified as atheist. while I don't strongly believe in a God now, I still do respect hindu beliefs and sometimes even find myself "reverting" (?) to the old beliefs.

when i was like 8-9, I used to play-pretend being Shivji's and Krishna's wife 😭

this might sound silly, but I've always had a pretty good life (in matters of safety) like somehow dodging potential dangers like getting kidnapped, or worse because I've actually put myself in a lot of situations where that could've happened but it didn't.

this good fortune, coupled with my current lack of romantic luck: any situationships I've ever had with guys ALWAYS ends. either because they move away,, or i myself start isolating myself from them cuz i get a really weird, innate feeling like I shouldn't be doing this. AND any guy I genuinely started liking always seems to have a girlfriend. like damn.. could this all be a divine connection or is it just coincidence?

Could this be an actual divine connection?
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