Religion and new towns?

I recently moved to a new town. With lots of churches. I was raised Catholic, my boys are Catholic. This new town is more on the Christian side. My Tia lives here and she’s Christian. I’ve been pushed to a Christian church. But I feel so guilty. Like I don’t belong. Does that make sense? Everything I was raised on they make it seem horrible. All the values. They preach I’m supposed to change everything about myself. Yet the preacher has called me out multiple times. Ex: I work a lot. I get Tuesdays and sundays off. She raised her voice and told me I’m not for the lord if I work instead of being at church. But it’s the only way I can work full time. She said I’m putting on weight because I haven’t been putting the lord first. In front of everyone. Christians are not supposed to gossip but all the ones I’ve met have gossip or do good deeds because they say it’ll come back to them in due time. I’m in a whirlwind… am I just set in my ways? Is it me? Am I really bad? I miss my Catholic Church sooo bad but all of these Christian’s make me feel horrible and disgusting. This is a new town…what do I do?

Religion and new towns?
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