How do I deal with a near death experience?

[Robbam55]

I recently went to the hospital for a medical emergency. The ER doctor told me I’d have to be transferred to another hospital that has a trauma unit as my situation was far worse than I had imagined. My diagnosis was not good and my outcome was uncertain. During the hour long ambulance ride, I accepted death and prayed to be allowed into heaven. I obviously survived the surgery and found out later that my chances of survival was only 40 to 50%. I happy to be alive but I’ve been having difficulty dealing with the fact that I was so close to death.

[ChicoFromThe305]

Death is only as scary as you allow it, with you faith you shouldn't be scared, it's a moment that waits for us all but it seems it wasn't your time yet so live in the moment and not on what could have been, God willingly it wasn't your turn, just be close to God and dead or not, you'll be alright

[Robbam55]

When the ambulance showed up there was a man driving and a woman who sat next to me in the back. Their names were Joe and Mary. During the ambulance ride I accepted death and prayed that I’d be accepted into heaven.

[ChicoFromThe305]

Sounds like your moment hasn't arrived yet

[Abbycado]

Well, certainly glad to hear that you are okay! I think probably a professional therapist would be the best route.

[Robbam55]

Thank you

[Abbycado]

My pleasure.

[Abbycado]

Ty for mho

[MemeSupreme]

just give it time

ik it sucks but you'll adapt to it

[Robbam55]

Thank you