When did you give up on religion?

I gave up on religion when I was little. Growing up poor I saw terrible things. My father was abusive and my mom didn't care. If god or Jesus truly loved me he would have given me a better life. They seem to reward evil people by giving them lots of money and nice safe places to live. They hate poor people and condemned them to hell. To me if there is a god it's either evil or completely indifferent. It's definitely sadistic and cruel and rewards evil greatly.

When did you give up on religion?
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