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well the love of my life i met him a few weeks ago, on December, we said we're with each other only, but i had sex with a guy this week, and i don't if ill tell him today that ill see him, we both told each other that we're falling in love of each other. but well i wanna keep seeing the guy i was with before him, and i told him about him, the previous guy told me he wasn't that into me and that he didn't like talking to someone everyday, and i told him i didn't want to be friends with benefits with him, and now i do want to because, this new guy im in love with can only see me on fridays and weekends, and that's too little for me, he says i won't be always, it just he's got more work because it's summer, but still, i wanna keep seeing the other guy, plus the other guy is generous with drugs, and my new guy doesn't care about inviting me that, and i have so much fun with mdma, i buy that and i like to be invited to have sex and do mdma and i also invite mdma but my new guy doesn't even do that, he doesn't like mdma, he likes cocaine and i dont do that. well there is also another guy i wanna keep seeing, he was my dance teacher and i dont want something serious with him too, i just like having fun with him , these two guys are so fun , i like having sex with em and do drugs with em, during the days im not with my love of my life, also, I've been on relationships all the time, im kinda tired of that, i didn't want this love of my life to come now but he did and well i wanna do things right but i hate that i could never really enjoy my singleness...

what do you think? should i tell him all this?