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I have been having some with my teacher Kate. I have some medical conditions and learning needs and I require more support in class, Kate is aware of my medical history.

- I struggle to sleep as I have a high sensitivity to noise and smells, anxiety, and acid reflux. That week I suddenly got 4 hours every night. I take sleeping medicine which makes me woozy, so if I don’t get back to sleep, I am even more tired. Due to the issues with Kate, I struggled going to sleep on a Tuesday night as I worry what Kate will say when I go in. Due to my location and struggles to sleep/getting up I regularly arrive in class (quietly) around half 9. On Wednesday the 28th, Kate asked me if I was tired and I explained why. She knows about my irregular sleep pattern and has also suggested things to help me.

- I tried to have a nap, but it didn’t help much. After I came back to class after lunch, I asked Angela (who has been very friendly with me) to open the window as I wasn’t feeling well and needed fresh air, due to the food being brought into the room at lunch time – I literally couldn’t breathe. The window has to be opened with a pole due to it being far away. (This is the first time I have asked for the window to be opened however Angela offered to close the blinds before when I tried to do that myself, I couldn’t reach them.) I use my scarf to cover my mouth when I struggle to breathe due to smells. Angela was willing to do it but as she was doing it, Kate made a comment about me blowing hot and cold (because, as women it is a natural thing with us, as she should be aware). Theresa was sitting with Kate at her desk and started asking me why I couldn’t do it. (She has made comments in the past when I am talking to Angela).

I’m not talking about those with ‘uncanny’ valley vibes I’m talking about small work done. I’m thinking of going to Gangnam to get a close rhinoplasty to minimise my nose tip by only 0.5cm. I don’t want a sharp nose like those k pop idols and the good thing is minor subtle surgeries like these require me to stay in South Korea for a week before going back to my country. I wanted it not to be noticeable to my colleagues and friends as I still want to have to keep my nose bump but I prefer it to be smaller.

Monday I was okay but started to feel sick. So I was coughing and had mucus and still do. I took a pill for it this morning and will take one before I go to bed. I felt terrible today and still do. I have a stuffy nose (not as stuffy as earlier), cough and it was just awful.

My job had a 24 policy and I need to be symptom free. I hope I can go back to work tomorrow. I can’t miss too many days. There’s too many things going on this month and I can’t miss it. I still have mucus and I just hope it’s gone by the time I get up in the morning. If I feel better I’m letting my boss know and going to work.