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So me and this girl met through a mutual friend a few months back, however it's only in the last 3 weeks or so where we've been spending time in each other's company consistently.

At first, I thought nothing of any potential interest. She was polite to me, nice and welcoming, but that's all I really took on board. We'd see each other around other friends maybe once every week or two, and that was about it.

A few weeks back, however, she strongly complimented my voice after I was joking about my accent, saying it was "beautiful", made her melt, and that she "fell in love" with my voice the first time we talked to each other.
Since then we've been hanging out more consistently, albeit always with our mutual friend, mostly while we play video games with each other (in real life and online). Me and her have been getting on well in that time, a lot of laughing and joking, with little jokes too about sharing a jacuzzi, and her having a dream about us calling each other one time. We also match skins and dances in the game which our mutual friend noticed.

Aside from that, there hasn't exactly been overt flirting, but my mutual friend actually got jealous at one point a week ago. He also said that "X is really getting to like you a lot. She starting to feel more confident joking around with you", which got me wondering if she is just shy and there could be some potential interest there still. Yesterday, a friend of hers heard my voice over a party chat. The girl said that her friend said "he has a very beautiful voice so is probably very handsome" to which she said she replied "yes he is", so now I know that she thinks I'm physically attractive too.

All of this means that I would directly ask her myself, but the jealousy from my friend made me not want to risk something if I'm not sure about the interest. Do you think she could like me, or is it likely just friendly stuff?

I have consistently observed certain kind of up down up pattern in my real life. First I ignored my actions by thinking it as childish but, then I started to observe a certain pattern. My grades were falling and I had difficulty in maintaining consistency. Even if I succeeded to get good marks, it overwhelmed me so much that in upcoming semesters I fail in my exams knowing full well that it is not good to procrastinate or wait till very last moment. I could not make time tables or follow a routine life. I have planned so much to do in winter weekend and even bought subscriptions to home meditation and workouts but still I could not do, nor I could complete my online courses which were due for upcoming month. Only thing I did was to fester about it, get anxious and watch Netflix. When Netflix series gets over i switch to Amazon prime video or Disney plus subscription or watch YouTube videos or those shows that I don't normally watch just to escape the pending work. This behavior increases ten folds before exams. I know the subject, like the subject but could not complete a single page in one day knowing full well that it can impact my grades. I could not maintain my attention long just to talk to people get impatient and roam in my own dream world like a space cadet. I am not able to make friends , connect with new ones or enjoy my vacations peacefully as my mind wanders here and there and everywhere. I planned to explore France and bought a French learning subscription but the results were same , and so was for Tinder to find love this Christmas. I haven't got any matches yet , but I doubt that my relationship will last with my current emotional behavior. I am overreacting , self sabotaging and creating chaos small things for absurd reasons. and getting lost in memories of past and it repeats over and over. My new year resolutions are pending. I am struck in a time loop of repeating mistakes and not able to move forward. I received advices that I am putting in polls

I have consistently observed certain kind of up down up pattern in my real life. First I ignored my actions by thinking as childish but, then i started to observe a certain pattern. My grades were falling and i had difficulty in maintaining consistency. Even if i succed to get good marks, it overwhelmed me so much that in upcoming semesters I fail in my exams knowing full well that it is not good to procrastinate or wait till very last moment. I could not make time tables or follow a routine life. I have planned so much to do in winter weakend and even buyed subscriptions to home meditation and workouts but still i could not do nor i could complete my online courses which were due for upcoming month. Only thing I do is to fester about it, get anxious and watch Netflix. When Netflix series gets over i switch to Amazon prime video or Disney plus subscription or watch YouTube videos or those shows that I donot normally watch just to escape the pending work. This behaviour increases ten folds before exams. I know the subject, like the subject but could not complete a single page in one day knowing full well that it can impact my grades. Even i could not mantain my attention long just to talk to people get impatient and roam in my own dream world like a space cadet. I am not able to make friends , connect with new ones or enjoy my vacations peacefully as my mind wanders here and there and everywhere. I planned to explore France and buyed a French learning subscription but the results were same , and so was for Tinder to find love this Christmas. I haven't got any matches yet , but I doubt that my relationship will last with my current emotional behaviour. I am overreacting , self sabotaging and creating chaos small things for absurd reasons. and getting lost in memories of past and it repeats over and over. My new year resolutions are pending. I am struck in a time loop ➰ of repeating mistakes and not able to move forward. I recieved advices that I put in below.