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After all, I see 'the logic' behind why a person, doesn't have to be religious, yet can choose to believe in a potential afterlife - the same way anyone chooses to daydream sometimes - it's a good coping mechanism. After all, isn't that a lot like the old PC games like The Sims or build your own point of view amusement park. Even if it never comes lol. The empty streets footage yet the lights were on and trains/buses moving of "empty Covid era streets" I remember news footage, even archived now on YouTube, it sure makes one think of a "realistic afterlife" isn't white fluffy clouds or harps or halos or Satan's or pitfires, just the same present world. Only empty yet the lights work and a free for all like Phil in Groundhog Day. Isn't an afterlife beliefs a great way to endure the ups and downs of real life?

After all I'm 30. I left dating and scoring with women to way too late, blame design and life and all its ups, downs and so on. And the two years of Covid issues lol.
So anyways - if I just wanted to date a woman for like 1-2 years and she's like anywhere from 18 plus to 29 - I just feel like it's all so rushed and not worth it, especially if "the sleeping doesn't happen until 6 months to 12 months of dates endless dates and just blows all my money on food, shopping, holidays, lol" aka vacations.
Ah well sighs.
Shouldn't I just agree at 30, I'm better off remaining single. After all, that's why self pleasure exists for all genders