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I met a girl a month ago and last week we entered a relationship. Yesterday I found out she lied about her past. When confronted she made up another lie and after that I had to prove her another time that she was still lying. When I asked her to see the conversations that she lied about she showed me only a bit and denied to show more. I know that the conversations were from before we met. She stated that she was faithful to me the day we met and tbh she never gave me reasons not to thinki so. I was alone all my life and this is my first girlfriend. I can't trust her anymore because I know that when she is confronted with a lie she will still lie. I was thinking about still staying for a few months just not to be alone anymore and to finally be in a relationship because when I met other girls they said that the fact I was never in a relationship is a red flag.

For context I am 22 and recently graduated college.

During my senior year of highschool there was a girl who was two years younger than me. Its a long story and hard to explain but essentially we both had a crush on each other for like 2 years at this point but had never dated. At this point, knowing I was about to graduate, I was scared of dating her. At the same time, I was a little sad that I wasted the last couple years and never dated her while I could.

there's more to the story but I'll keep it brief: we were really, really into eachother (based on my own experience and what her friends have told me) but we never dated, and when we tried in the summer before I went to college we got into an emotion-fuled fight and really hurt eachother. I think we both just knew that with me in college and her still in highschool it was not going to work. And being young and dumb we said stupid things to each other.

During my freshman year I asked one of her friends if she was still mad at me and she said no, in fact, she wanted me to text her. We apologized to each other and I told her I wanted to at least be friends and she said she felt the same. But we drifted apart and I haven't really spoken to her since then.

I am probably overthinking this but I wonder if she's still into me. She is the most attractive girl I've ever met even after all this time. She always views my stories on instagram and snap, but we never talk. We both dated a few people over the years but nothing has lasted.

Do you think there's a chance she still might me interested in me? Or am I crazy and wishfulling thinking. I just hate that we never really had a chance to actually try at dating.

I want to know if I need to finally let go and move on if there could be a chance for us.

Ok so the other day she gave me a sup head nod and now she was busy and she turned around to notice me and I noticed her. I did this without even thinking of her and I assume she didn’t even think of me

so basically when we were in the same area together we both noticed each other without even knowing we would see each other or planning

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