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I’ve been with my girlfriend Becky for a long time. I think I love her and I really enjoy spending time with her. However, she’s recently shared her ugly past with me. When she was in her younger years she had a rep of sleeping around.

She apparently was the school slut who got tagged teamed by the jocks. Becky even told me about how when she was 15 and had fuck buddies in their 30’s. And how when she was in university she dated 3 guys at once and caught chlamydia and gonorrhoea twice. Even used Only Fans to pay for school.

Even worse, she supposedly slept with other men when she was married. Her excuse was that her and her husband broke up and stayed married so he wouldn’t get deported.

After knowing all this I’m starting to look at her differently. Sometimes I see Becky the same way I see the woman in the picture. But it’s hard to leave Becky because she is trying really hard to make this relationship work. I’m a low value man with no proper education and job, and she makes feel like a high value man with the way she treats me. She really wants us to get married and keeps telling her friends Im gonna but her a ring. But it’s a tough decision for me.

She wants to meet my parents and I know they’re not gonna like her at all. My parents are and have always people skills. They can pick up on things.

The other day beck told me she’s having suicidal thoughts and being with helps her not think suicidal. She’s undergoing therapy atm.

Hi, I haven't dated in real life in several years not because of lack of confidence, energy, not having intersting things to talk about or the fact that no matter how many times i try people just dont try themselves.

What's happened? We use to court people we were generally interested in you know get to know them. You know how many times i've been asked on discord, snapchat, or freaking any social media where girls ask me in a day will you be my boyfriend? Like I see girls complaining about being abused this is one of the exact reasons why.

Like everytime i see a girl now dressing like a thot im just like why. no mans gonna want to be with you long term dressing like that whats the point.

Last time a girl approached me in public im 30 this girl was probably in freaking highschool and she coomes upto me flaunting her cleavage adjusting her boobs and haviong her friend check her ass to see if its haning out of shorts and then struts over to me and goes "hey big boy" to which i reply. "what the fuck you doing you crazy thot your suppose to stay over there not come over here thats why we call you that hoe over there.

Feel free to rant post your stories heck even get a few reply convos going on here.
Like what are your views on how soceity and dating has become what has gotten you so angry that you want gouge out the eyes of your unwillingly victims so sadisctly