Search Results: i still very much love him

Long story short

• We met online 1 month ago and texted back and forth ever since pretty often, lately it was daily. Last 2 weeks we switched to calls and talked for HOURS;
• SOMETIMES, he took a few hours to respond to my texts, but he doesn't use his phone often, I also noticed his social media is very very DRY, I think he never even posted a story or any content on his socials whatsoever... so makes me think he doesn't use his phone much
• We know A LOT about each other, and have TONS of things in common, he told me personal things, and always told me he enjoyes our conversations, we both want a serious relationship, nothing casual.
• We met the other day for the very first time, had a whole day date in a city that we wanted to explore, we basically had breakfast, lunch and dinner
• We talked nonstop, at some point as we where walking through the town we started holding hands and got touchy more and more as the day went by
• I noticed that he never used his phone, just once to use google maps and another time to call his friend for an information.. that's it he never touched his phone (GREEN FLAG to me)
• By the end of our date, after we literally talked, teased each other, joked around for 10 freaking hours, we got on this public boat bus (or w. e. they are called) and it drove us around the lake and it got crowded, and we had no space in between us so we Kissed...(I had a heart attack I loved it so much)
• And yes, ever since that kiss we did kiss more often here and there until we said our goodbies an went home... lol
• The next day, he was a little distanced, but he is from time to time but I still OVERTHINK and immediately come to the conclusion that he does not like me, but then he always comes back and shows interest... he said he wants a second date shortly, he is also wanting to travel somewhere with me... but I did have to ask IF HE LIKES ME , (cause i'm a little weird and insecure at times) and he said VERY MUCH SO, but yet his answers where kind of dry in general...

I feel like this is awkward situation a lot of people get out into. I love my boyfriend soooo much he's such a angel and treats me like a princess I honestly don't know how I got so lucky.

He has a extremely rich grandad and my boyfriend is very good with his money but that doesn't mean we don't struggle financially together sometimes. One day we'll see our hard work pay off especially once Papa pops as terrible as that sounds as we do both genuinely love and admire his grandparents and it's joke between us his grandads always says it to us when he knows we are down about money. He's always offering to help us but we always say no. Just makes you feel so depressed when your working your arse off everyday and still poor in the UK and then you see Becca next door with 25 kids from 25 different men getting a new TV and sports car off the councils money.

I've had the opportunity to date very rich men but they just weren't what I wanted in a partner they think because they have money nothing else matters and are extremely boring and shallow and only like me because I'm pretty and fun to be around whilst they aren't exactly anything special themselves in complete honesty.

My mum dated a millionaire before meeting my dad who at the time couldn't even afford to buy basic essentials for himself and had a 23 inch waist because he was that skinny from not being able to afford to eat much.

My mum had the same experience as me with her millionaire ex and my grandmother was so pissed at her when my mum dumped him and started seeing my dad because she married my grandad for money, she loved him but she said money helped and she always encouraged the woman in the family to marry for money whilst my mother is the total opposite.