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Whenever we hang out ( which is 3-4 times a week), he will say that I never seem happy and never seem satisfied. He will even ask me to smile... I guess I am not happy or satisfied due to the fact that he only has time for sex. On top of that, he is the one requesting to see me 3-4 times a week and if I say I cannot, he will accuse me of going to see my "side guy"( who does not exist). Basically the reason I believe he has ghosted me is because every time we hang out, I am upset with him after.

Since he sees that I am upset, he will ask me to tell him why, I will not. I cannot even get the words out. So, I will leave upset after he pretty much begs me to tell him what is wrong before I leave. I just can't do it. When I finally am able to figure out what is wrong with me, I will text it to him but I get so embarrassed that I will just block him after I send it because I do not know how he responds ( I block him on everything not just Imessage). He has asked me what I like about him twice, I have been unable to tell him. I just sit in silence. He will say that I never seem happy... I will not say anything. He even asked me what I wanted out of the relationship and I said nothing.

I saw him last Tuesday and ended up getting upset because he had to go to the gym with his cousins and once again, I went silent. He said "If you're not happy, tell me." I said nothing for 10 minutes while he drove around to drop me off. I once again text him how I felt and blocked him on everything afterwards. I usually come back and act like nothing happened, so I had texted him asking to hang out and he agreed but I have not heard from him since.

Even with no actual experience I still believe I fall under this category, I wonder if I need to manifest the law of attraction or something even though I do think that’s bs.

You know when you have a gut feeling? I’ve been on and off the dating apps for years, it’s come to the point where I’m not as interested & I swipe on matches/reply to msgs every few days. I’ve never had a real relationship, I saw someone for a few months maybe 5 years ago & something told me after I saw him that’d I’d be single for a long time. With him it felt like settling & I refuse to ever be with someone that made me feel like that again.

I had to use dating apps bc I’m not very friendly & I don’t get approached in person. I’m told I’m cute/attractive & I will say I have a very low sex drive (haven’t masturbated or had sex in 5 years). I don’t think this is a huge deal considering this isn’t something that will be an issue that early on, a guy can’t just look at my profile/see me in person & know that right off the bat.

I get matches (never been the issue) but it’s always: ghosting, fizzling out, lack of interest (can go both ways), feelings not reciprocated, just not a good match & some guys are just crazy. I just always have a gnawing feeling like guys aren’t attracted to me, I’d get told once in a while that some guy looked at me/found me cute but they never do anything about it. And I don’t either hence why I’m posting this

TLDR: based off the description, is this something that’s unlucky in love?

my boyfriend dumped me a few months ago because he couldn't get along with my sister. After months of not knowing why we broke up he finally told me. My sister and my boyfriend had a hard time getting along with each other. They were cool one minute then drama would occur the next. When my boyfriend and her wouldn't be on good terms, she attempted to turn me against him. It never happened and I didn't blame him for anything. When things got worse between them, my boyfriend ghosted me including her. Later to let me know I did nothing wrong to cause it and that it was my sister fault. He had the option to not have anything to do with her but for whatever reason he felt the need to keep in contact with her.

28F, just leaning towards bad luck. I’m very introverted & not the friendliest but I don’t think I’m intimidating. I’m told I’m cute/attractive, it’s not like I’m a runway model yet guys just never approach me. I’m told guys look at me but they never do anything about it & I’m too shy. I know there’s nothing wrong with me, most women seem to get guys so easily. That’s why I’ve been on and off the apps since I was maybe 18, getting matches has never been a prob. Convo always fades, ghosting, lack of interest (goes both ways) & some guys who are crazy. I’ve tried a lot of them, usually I stick with Hinge. It’s always a pattern of the guys I want who don’t want me back & the ones that want me I don’t like back. For maybe the past year I’ve become less and less interested, I reply to matches/msgs every couple of days? Even when I was more engaged it still led to the same pattern of no success. A few people have said maybe I’m asexual (haven’t had sex or masturbated in years), assume I’m gay or I’m unsure of what I want. Maybe they’re all wrong & simply I haven’t found the right person? I dated someone for a few months back when I was 23 & after dealing with someone I felt like I settled for, I decided I’d rather be alone vs be with someone I am not crazy for. I’m kind of at the point where I’m apathetic & I just feel too old to be bothered.