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There is a woman I am completly and utterly in love with and have been from the second I heard her voice over the phone when we spoke to each other the first time for work.

It didn't take long for us to form a friendship. Almost immediately. And over a short time we became very close emotionally. We were talking to each other several times every day, but never meeting in person. We met once when I drove to her town on her birthday. I was there for something else but if I'm honest, that thing was an excuse to try and see her. She agreed but I think we were both shy, not many words were exchanged and I left feeling soo deflated. Until she phoned me a couple of hours later and asked why I didn't want to stay with her longer. We called each other 8 times that day after meeting in the morning.

She supported me when my Grandad died. She knew something was wrong and called me to find out. I don't know how she knew, there was no way she could, but she did. My Grandad was my favourite person, and she helped me through it.

This relationship has existed for 2 years now. Although we are not as close as we once were. She used to answer every call whether she was available or not. Even in her sleep. Now she goes hours before texting me back, if she texts back at all. Its been worse over the past couple of months. She won't take my calls, and she texts me as an aquantance rather than a friend. I really miss the relationship we had, and I miss her.

My life before her was not good. She tempted me out of my shell in to the big wide world and has inspired me to live my life. I'm doing things now which I never thought I'd ever do. I'm developing and becoming a better man for me, but because of her.

I want to tell her all of this. I want to thank her before I lose her entirely. I don't know what her reaction will be, I think she won't respond at all and that will be the end. But I don't want the regret of not telling her. I have enough of those.

Is sending my text a good idea?

Full dive virtual reality is not just putting a mask on and looking at a screen that makes everything look 3D around you. It means you're literally fully in that reality. Imagine putting a helmet on, pressing "ON" and suddenly everything around you disappears and you're now in a different world.

In this specific scenario, you're in a virtual reality of your choice. You get to choose who's in it whether it's family or friends or anyone in the world that you want to exist. You can choose if you're rich, have your dream car or dream house, if you have the partner of your dreams, if there's magic or dragons or anything from fantasy, or even if you have super powers! You can actually choose to be immortal and choose when you die because your mind is considered data in a super computer. It becomes your actual reality.

Would you choose to live in a reality of your design? Or would you remain in this one and just live it out? If you choose to live in the virtual reality, what would you choose for your life? Would you be rich? Would the world have no money? Would you have super powers and if so, which ones? Would you have creatures of fantasy? Give all the details!