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i feel like a loser , no guy drooling to marry me or wanting be my boyfriend meet my parents, or excited spend chritmas with our family, no guy planning move in together. 😞 I feel empty in life as this is my dream. I’m settled down so no need tell me to focus on job. My dream is start life with a boyfriend. I go shopping for food home supplies at store and I’m only women alone while all women are with man and kids. Then men stare at me like I’m a retard stupid girl alone 😞

I’m 25 I never have experienced celebrating holidays with a boyfriend with his family. I spent age 13-22 at brotehrs gfs families house. I began get depressed seeing brother and girlfriend and gfs ssiters all with boyfriend or husband holidays happytaking pics, eating, having fun. I never had a guy come meet my family and spend holidays with me. One guy ran away from holidays or meet my brother and her family. This guy I date and know 5 years don’t ask me meet his family and say we aren’t married and he spend holidays with mom & ssiter and her boyfriend as they all live in same house. I have 3 years I don’t celebrate holidays. My mom goes to brothers wife’s families house. She doesn’t own a house either so I can’t be with her. She stays to sleep at sons house. 😞I’m worried no guy will fulfill my dream and I’ll be 30 with. No experience & be miserable on holidays alone. I want dress up be with a guy and our families in love as girlfriend boyfriend. 😞 who can do that with me?